8th of June...tuesday...11.04pm...
so fast already write until the 14th...time pass very fast...my bro had gone to russia for 12 days...so fun...at first i want to go de...but because i will skip class for 2 weeks...so don't want...but on monday night i bring jason to airport...i suddenly felt that i wants to go...so regret...if i know i will choose to go too...haiz...really stating to hate to go college and felt lazy...hardly have this feeling...hate the lecturer and chefs...hate aravin...actually from semester 1 starts...i don't like him...i had the feeling...i felt that i'm getting very tired...even felt that hating people around me...but normally i hardly show...i always laugh one...a cheerful person...i think i felt for someone...but not obvious...just R told me that i'm cute...haha...am i???...she that my reaction is very cute...because of that...most of course mates likes to play with me... actually i'm not...i just got the feeling that when i always sees him...i automatic will laugh...don't know why...is it i'm stating to fall for him???...i never had that...because a smile...means that i like someone...impossible...don't know la...my brain is stuck and slow these few days...ahhhhhhh...i always see article...that is when you fall for someone...the feeling is like this this and this...but the problem is i don't have those feeling leh...haiz...don't know la...maybe i watch too much drama...i always thought that rich person will not get their own happiness...most of the guy chase rich girls because of the family background...that is why i'm afraid and don't dare to find guy...i always had the thoughts until now...i'm afraid they will used me...is late already...sleeping time...11.48pm.....
