11.22am....
I'm still writing, this is because i don't write for sometime already and everything happen quite sudden. I cannot say out, so i have to write out to feel better. Talk about yesterday's things. Thinking....... She was crazy la, no reason just beat me. CRAZY. Actually everything happen because of her, how she think she is, start everything, then now want to end, no solution, ask advice, give advice, say crazy, say she is sad, feel disappointed, feel emo, everything is her problem, then no mood, ah, and always likes to say she no mood, blar blar blar, then can simply hit people la. CRAZY. She yesterday don't know hit me for how many time, is her problem la. Yesterday bakery class everything i do myself, where the rest go, the twins go out, she go buy drinks with N, go until don't know when to come back, then when come back, take my note and copy, then ask this ask that. The time when she is not around, chef got teaches some things, but i don't want to tell her, why must i tell??? If she really care, she should be around listening and doing. Then she say, oh, everything you do, chef notice u. What does she meant?? I have the feeling she likes him. 三心两义. Not need to say others la, actually she also same one. Sure chef got notice me la, i'm the one who do everything, asking for things when i don't know, ask for advice when don't understand, if not i do, who take care of our product??? Then she hit me, CRAZY. I pay so much money to learn and ask if don't understand, the course cost RM33K la, not cheap. Actually i should not listen what she say, she is very bossy and fussy and 麻烦 and also trouble maker and problem maker, a lot la, to me, i only see her negative side, cannot see her positive side. Before the singapore trip and after the trip, i don't know why, i felt that she become a person that i don't know already. Before there is nothing, but after come back from the trip, all her negative side like come out, sometimes i really really really hate her. I even sometimes felt that i tu lan her, getting very tired la. Later some more with her do pudding, haiz, can change others ar?? 烦啊, 烦啊, 烦啊, 烦啊, 烦啊, 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊............ going to cray soon, she not mood can simply hit people de meh?? who she think she is??? very pek chek... hate the world... hate everything... hate all... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... hate... Some more say BFF, to her only, to me no, only friend. A better saying, Good Friend. No forever. No way. Impossible. I feel better now. that all for now. the time now is 11.54am.
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