Wednesday, May 5, 2010

5th...

5th of may........wed........cooling........11.33pm.............
hihi...just come back at around 10.45pm...today is food production 2 class...today our group prepared Indian food by one of my group mates because he is indian...the food is good...especially the curry...best la...the briyani rice is ok...i like this rice because got 1 time i had eaten a perfect briyani rice...that was the best la...still can imagine the taste...yummy...inside the rice got put lamb meat...i think...the taste like heaven...PERFECT...when i'm at palazzo during the chinese new year 2010...there a person's engagement that was having at the ground floor...the owner (i think is 2nd floor owner)...they hell a buffet and had invited my grandpa and all of our family members...that was when i had the briyani rice...stop talking about the rice already...lets continue...like i was saying...indian cuisine...and i'm in charge of dessert...who know...below the pot was burnt...haiz...lucky no one blame me...once i said is my fault...they will said is all's fault...lucky...overall is good...the other group prepared chinese cuisine...they had fried wanton...gong pou chicken...honeydew sago for dessert...that all i remembered...it was yummy too although i didn't get to try them...the small is good la...luckily i can manage to finish my assignment...happy la...get to relax liao...if not big pressure on me...result is at night cannot sleep well...then the next day always fell very tired...this was about today's class...talk a lot...laugh a lot...enjoy talking and laughing with group mates...it was fun and cool...yeh...about yesterday...i write already but cannot save...so rewrite again today...let me think...erm...like the usual...wake up 7.30am...bathe...grooming...8.10am go college...8.25am reach college and at parking spot...then fall asleep in car...cool leh...first time...then i woke up by a noise from the other car...at about 9am go canteen have breakfast...then 9.30am go library to do my assignment....about 11.35am go canteen again to have lunch...12.05pm go to class...is CAD 1 (culinary arts and design 1)...learn about carving....fruit carving...this subject got 3 topics...1 is fruit carving...2 is sterafone...3 is butter scapture...paiseh...spelling error...fruit carving is over and exam also over...quite statistic with my product...is a flower...but in presentation my loss lots of marks...before of a person...khaw hooi ling...hate her la...chef ask to carve a flower...but she carve shapes...what the hell...shit la...loss mark because of this stupid person...don't know why she come to study chef training...she is wasting her time and her parents money...is her problem la...then now do sterafone...5 in a group...so members consists of me, rebecca, say voon, irus and shu mei....new members...hope can get along well la...irus had planned to do coral with sea animal and a gelatine in color to do a sea...but rebecca's idea is that she is had a idea in her mind...that is she wanted to do building...the new shanghai expo...but irus reject...so had no choice to choose his idea lo...then our class finish at about 1.45pm...then first go to library to discuss...then agree...irus go find chef and told him the idea and he said ok...so at about 2.15pm everything complete...irus when home...rebecca go ilab...shu mei was absent...say voon also i think go back hostel...whereas me stay at library to complete my work...at about 2.35pm i go ilab to meet rebecca...and she told me about doing a building...then she call irus to tell him her opinion...but irus keep on saying wants to do coral...so not choice again...had to follow his idea lo...at about 2.55pm go canteen to eat again...then sit at canteen...soon may and lilian come...so we talk and play...having fun...then meet a new junior...i think they call him brian...he is very tall...continue to talk until about 5pm...we go to class...they having garde manger and i'm having bakery class...wow...doing danish pastry...then next week will do croissant...ha...my favorite...can't wait till next week...danish also quite fun...then finish at 10.45pm...ah...late liao...when i see my phone (is actually at about 10.30pm)...there is a miss call from mum...ah...call liao...i quickly call back...said i'm still at college...then mum answered huh???...still at college...then i explain to her that today to danish...have to wait when kneading and also baking...because there is only three oven...each can only put 2...so have to take turns because my group is big group...about 25 people...so reach palazzo late...about 11pm...koko ask me why late...i just hehe...actually class finish at 11pm...haiz...tired...hope the timetable will change soon...cannot continue let this...because the kitchen is almost ready...the equipment is slowing moving in the new kitchen...have to wait till time change lo...then like usual...on facebook first...see got what news...then do assignment...until about 12.35am...i'm very very very tired...so i decide to sleep and wake up early to continue doing my assignment...so the next morning wake up 8.15am...take a bathe...then do assignment...suddenly felt very headache...then lie on the bed for a while...then continue...keep on doing for about 3 times...finally assignment done...complete...the print...12pm sharp prepare to college...12.10pm go do binding...12.30pm reach college...have lunch first...then sit at canteen...at about 2pm go to class...pass up assignment...the 2.50pm finish class...3.30pm go meet at production kitchen...then start cooking yippe...so that all for today and yesterday...write tomorrow...now is 12.20am...sleeping time!!!!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

4th...

3rd May........Mon........Hot day........10pm..............
haiz...today quiet nothing important to write la...like use...wake up 7.30pm...grooming...8.10am off to college...8.30am have breakfast...9.00am lab class KMD...11.00am eat lunch...then talking...talking...talking...then 12pm PDP class...lecturer,ms wong teaches us the grooming and the proper way to sit...stand...walk...n more for future...that is for jib interview...haha...then about 2pm class ended...go back and bathe...watch the love guru again...then about 4.00pm go out to hostel to bring pei chiew...the off to gurney...at first we have plan to watch iron man 2...but when we went to buy ticket...the queue is very very long...so end up no watch lo...then i saw my class group A classmate comes out...i think they go and watch IP man...then they saw me and wave to me...i'm so surprise actually...it seldom happen...got one ask me then now only come and watch ah???...then i say yes...even pei chiew also say my class mates are friendly...n i say is after come back from singapore....everything changes...i felt weird...don't know why...but i appreciate it anyway coz i think only left only about 1 year then all will be gone...some may continue study...some may start woking...at about 8pm i come back lo...then continue to finish my assignment that is going to pass up on wed...cool leh...now only piah...geng o me...that all...have to continue my work...will write tomorrow...now is 10.25pm...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

3rd...

2nd of MAY.....Sunday.....10.15pm.......Windy...................
Haiz...tired la...assignment...homework....questions....very very tired la...and I first time come across this type of person...she ask me for homework...then she wrote a sms about let this..."Dianne,pls help me coz i didn't pay attention in class,so can you send yours when you're done?"...i reply..."i not do every of the homework yet,include assignment"...she reply..."just send me when you're done"...when i read this reply...i'm so angry and pissed off...where got people write let this...now is asking me for my work...she thought that i must send to her ah???...wait la...so i purposely don't want to do my work yet...do in the last minute...haha...i hate that la...SHIT...who she think she is???...what for i must be a good person???...no a word thank you also...if i know early...i won't waste my time to write that stupid notes for her...use up my 2 hours la...i still purposely go online to find information to help her...FUCK...actually is your problem...not mine...what i must be busybody???...so stupid go and help and end up get nothing...a thank you also so hard to say meh???...SHIT...i'm so pissed off now...don't think about that liao la...that is about yesterday...i think...if i'm not mistaken...about today...erm...let see...i think nothing special happen today la...morning wake up 10am something...then go eat...about 12pm go penang...found out the time still early...then go PISA...see camera and bridal fair...then about 2pm go airport go bring my dad...about at 3pm...go eat kayu restaurant...then come back...bathe...go grandpa house at about 6pm...6.30pm go out dinner with grandpa...the come at 7.45pm...then talk with my mum, my god mum and aunt siew yeng....at about 8.30pm come penang...reach at about 9.30pm...pack and on my MAC...the first thing is facebook...haha...then on blog to start writing....haha...ah...now realized pdp hoemwork not yet do...hehe...have to stop writing...do homework first...write the 4th tomorrow...hope got time la...bye...now is 10.40pm...

Friday, April 30, 2010

2nd...

30th april.......friday......raining....
Finally it rains...ah...the whether is so hot lately...cannot tahan...hot like going to burn me la...just finish writing a letter to R...lately she is heartbreaking la...sad to see her like this la...so i decide to write her a letter...hope can help her lo...haiz...sit down and write it for about 2 hour...actually in the afternoon i wrote already...but it comes out error...ha...so angry...write so long and say cannot send...i'm fire hot la...never mind liao la...today nothing to write...so will write again tomorrow...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

1st...

29th april 2010......thursday........windy day...
Am i a talkative person or a quiet person???...hmm...i wonder...
Today morning having breakfast...like usual...n N was sitting in front of me...we talk...n she told me that she LIKES S...n i was like...ya i know...u have told me at bakery class...n on bakery class she told me...n my reaction is like huh???...i mean it...HUH???...she likes sean since sem 1...n at that time he had girl friend...so she keep her feelings to herself...later she know that they had broke up...her feeling comes out...n at yesterday night...S come to the restaurant and find chef...n don't know what happen...n she also told me that when the day she cooks the menu...he will come and eat...n i notice her smile...so sweet...SWEET...happy for her...but now she doesn't know they R actually likes him too...when N told her she likes S...her heart broken...i'm speechless...i don't know how la...never meet up situation like this before...don't know how to talk to R la...n just now in class...she saw N and S was passing papers to each other...n she told me...n i don't know what to say to her...Actually she knows that she will don't have chance already...but she she still don't want to give up...why ah???...STUPID...if know no chance...then let go la...if not will suffer even worst...but she don't want to listen...anyway...i advice her already...so now is up to her la...i wants to tell N just now...but end up i hold on to it...don't know why...SHIT...n another weird thing is that R ask me to drive back to palazzo just to go and take a pair of socks to lend her...what men...waste of my petrol nia....there is no benefit in me...she wants to go bowling alley...so ask me for a socks...CRAZY...purposely ask me to drive back to take socks....wait la...KEE XIAO...is your problem la...not mine...why must i care...n she say because i stay near...or...so stay near must take for you la...WAIT...BAN BAN TAN...SHIT...HATE IT MAN...she actually don't understand why last evening i was so angry...for a long time i never fa pi qi liao...yesterday came out...ask me to go take hot water n the water takes a long time to full the container...n nobody came to help me...n when i went back to the restaurant...there is nobody around...this makes me angrier...SHIT...think i'm who...i usually don't refuse to people when they ask for help but doesn't mean that i won't refuse...sometimes i will refuse also...i'm not your maid...next time take yourself...STUPID...now i know more clearly who is she...she is so bossy...she is older than me...but her thinking is USELESS and CHILDISH...THINK youself la...and think twice before you do or say anything...SHIT...can't grow up...what man...GROW UP LA SHIT...STUPID...ahhhh...feel more better...


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

feelings...and also memories...

29th April 2010..........12.10am..........good whether....
haiz....haiz...haiz...tired la...can't continue let this...i can DIE soon...i really x100000 hope that the kitchen can be done soon...soon i means fast soon...if not is really DIE...why???...even today my mom calls me and keep asking me why so late...normally on wed...i'll be at palazzo around the latest 10.30pm...but today later coz got one person comes late...that is around 9.30pm...so everything turns out late...i even had my dinner late at about 10pm something...i think...with my group mates...so after eating and cleaning is already about 10.45pm...so after briefing...is around 11pm...i quickly run to my car and drive to palazzo...so reach palazzo at about 11.10pm...LATE...haiz...ah...forget to mention that i'm the only girl in my group...today i had lots and lots of fun playing and working around with them...i don't know why coz i suddenly felt i had become talkative...i don't know why also...weird...coz normally i don't talk much in class...but after i come back from singapore...don't know why and how...i'm so talkative...talks a lot and also laugh a lot...am i crazy???...don't know la...coz at the beginning when chef darren grouping us...i'm so quiet that i don't dare to talk...but today i can talk to them...sit down and have dinner with them...laugh with them...joke around with them...WEIRD...what had happened to me???...ah and also the others...not only my group...is all the group A mates...
~~~on the 19th to 23rd of april...i went to singapore with college...the purpose is to go the FHA...that is food and hotel asia...wah it is big and interesting and a knowledgeable trip...""for more info...pls refer to macintosh HD.dianneewe.pictures.family photos.Singapore and FHA Trip 2010 or Singapore Trip 2010(pictures from othes)...''''not only go to the singapore expo...but also go to Universal Studio Singapore...yeh...i'm having lots of fun at then...enjoying myself with my friends...Rebecca...May...Lilian...E-Hun...Tsu Chuen...Zhi Kang...the twins,min chu and min qiao...sheng cheong...i'll cherish the moment when i was in Universal Studio...it is the most memorable time for me...~~~
After come back from the trip...everything is different...most of the boys approach to me and i don't know why...that why i said WEIRD...and talk to me...joke around me...again...WEIRD...i don't know why...i hope got someone can tell me why...so in conclusion...after this trip...everything changed...even rebecca also said me very active...is this the real me???...keep asking myself and i could not answered...WHY???...On the 27th...that is tuesday...is my fruit carving exam...well and some call it project...so won't so stress for some...this word 'exam' is too pressure...even for me...so i just take it like a project...just try my very best...hah...who know...i did quite well...satisfied...carve a quite wonderful flower...mua yi...but for the presentation...not that good coz the other group members did not carve well...well the 1st i want to complain is Hooi Ling...hate her...nobody in group A like her...all very geram her...i don't know what is she carving...she luan luan carve de...i think i will lose the presentation marks because of her...hate her...HATE HER...she carve like...well...only a word to describe...SHIT...i don't understand why she come and study chef programme...she don't have the skills la...SICK of her la...now is already 12.54am and i'm still writing although i'm very very very tired and exhausted....SO...in final conclusion...i'm very happy that i finally can mix around with the boys...without my the shyness already...but the truth is still have a bit la...cannot mention all is gone...ha...